my day such a stairs falling apart. i cant eat. i cant breath normally. i cant sleep deeply. and feels sick in my neck everytime.
i had a tonsil operation a few days ago. because it already infection and there's pus go out from it, kinda made me panic, and my doctor said it's better if i did an operation.
i did the operation in my doctor's clinic, my doctor is 81 years old. oh wtfomg! an elderly will doing my operation!! fck i cant believe this. i mean i dont believe him
when i lay on operation bed, there's many people, i know one of em is anesthesy specialist, he injected something into my blood vessels, and suddenly, everything was dark!
when i woke up, i'm surprised, panic "what's going on? why my neck feels sick?" i'm still in operation room. they were gave me oxygen but i'm still cant breath. i wanna hold something and i got somebody hand. and finally they put me in my room. On my bed, i'm still cant swallowed my own saliva because it's full of blood. i'm sure that was the most horrible thing that i've got.
just one word : sick !!!!
until now i'm still cant eat. i cant breath normally. i cant sleep deeply. and feels sick in my neck everytime.







hey people. How's life ? It's been a long time i didn't wrote on my blog. I left it like a shit LOL. Well, i think you doesn't interest if i share the story of my life. But ppssstt, i finally found a guy, he is nice... and yeah i think i'm in love (:
Actually i felt it since i meet him. suddenly love came up when i dont know what happened. directly i'm appreciated it when i know how much i adored him. until now, the feelings still same. no matter how he left me such a loser.. oh sad. of course. how dafuq it is ):
i have broke up with my last ex.. that's why i opened my heart again to this guy.
the most important thing is, me and this guy ever very closer, really, like soulmate.. and suddenly BANG!!! he away.. but i'm still love him.. it is the reason he still be the important thing in my life (:
somebody told me, dont wasted your time, fight for somebody who you love, no more reason why and you just know one thing : you should tell him how much, how you in love